Wednesday, March 17, 2010

AGONY...

I wonder how people define the word "agony"?

Sunday, March 14, 2010

Children

It seems some time since I last made a posting which suggests that I have not had much on my mind.

Quite the contrary. There has been a lot going on, some good, some bad, some deeply disturbing, all of which I will talk of here in the fullness of time. There will be some who do not like what have to say or what I have felt. More of this later.

Today's thought struck me as I watched a toddler being handed from Mum to Dad and back again..... Will I ever be able to watch a family and not think about my children and all that I have missed in the last years of them growing up on a different continent to me?

Traci has often said that they need me and I know that they do. I can assure you that I need them too. I miss my children every day and ache for the times that I am able to spend with them. I will be with them again in less than a month and that always fuels me to be a better person. I cannot wait to see them.

Megan - I love you
Jesse - I love you
Jake - I love you
Wendy - I love you

My thoughts are with you always despite the distance, the time apart and the difficulties of managing around global time differences and so on.

I hope that in the years to come we will be able to spend more and more time together and that you will be able to get to know me better and vice versa.

I love you.

I am nothing without you.

Daddy
xxxx